Lately, I've lost all enthusiasm for RPG's. At first, I thought it was just the uglosity of the online community, or maybe internet addiction or something lame like that, so I unplugged from forums and G+. Weeks passed,games were played, internet was largely ignored.
Nope, still bored.
Prep, which has always been fun for me is now a horrible fucking chore on which I can't bring myself to spend 15 minutes. When we play, I can't wait to be done, so we can do something else. Also, it fucks with my other creative endeavors. I've already broken it to the group, but I'm not even sure I have the juice to get to my proposed close date. We had an unexpected cancellation on Sunday and I was totally fucking psyched about it. I took that as an indication that it was time to lay off.
Why am I blogging about this? I dunno, maybe somebody else feels this too and just needs a reminder that you can walk away at any time. Any time.
So long, best of luck.